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After watching this video I feel like writing my own "beautiful" story.

God made me, me.  He chose what color eyes I would have, my parents and my gifts.  I am reminded everyday that I look into my daughters eyes what a miracle life really is.  God gave me life, he gave me the gift of  being able to bring life into this world.  There is nothing more beautiful to me than my daughter.  She is so amazing. I am sure that is what my mom thought when she looked at me when I was 5 months old.  I was brought into this world with a purpose. God gave me the ability to smile, laugh and enjoy his blessings.

I never want Lillian to grow up and think anyone is better than her or visa versa.  I want her to treat everyone she meets with respect and love.  I want her to be strong and stand up for herself. I want her to accept the things that society says may not be beautiful. I want her to stand up for the less fortunate and stand against bullying. I want her to love everything about herself like I love everything about her.

 I may not be a  size 2 with size 6 shoes, amazing hair and perfect skin.  But to God I am the most perfect creation made.  I may not be good at sports. I may not be a genius. I may not be creative.  I may not be the best cook. I may get road rage, loose my temper and have  panic attacks. I may get migraines that ruin plans but at the end of the day, I am me.  I was created to help others, brighten someones day, and share my love.

I sleep with my feet hanging out of the covers, my head completly covered and 3 pillows.  I pop my knuckles.  I am random, clumsy, and flat out spacey.  I can not spell to save my life and a victim of gullability. My dad is an alcoholic and I am afraid to drink alcohol. I have never consumed a single drug. I suffer from anxiety. I am Sarah Elizabeth Forbus Martin and I am BEAUTIFUL.

What makes you beautiful?

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